I mean... yeah. I didn't choose to fall. I didn't wake up one day and say, oh yeah maybe today I'll just say fuck you to God and start a big row. I just messed up. I didn't meet expectations.
I see. [ Kind of a dry answer, not that this has been the first time Crowley's mentioned the level of purposefulness in his falling. He looks thoughtful for a moment.
Despite all the times Aziraphale's casted on him an image well attributed to demons ever since the original fell, he doesn't quite feel the urge to do so at this time.
One could wonder why.
But one wouldn't wonder for very long, if they tried. ]
I suppose that can't be helped.
[ Which are probably not the right words for right now, but he doesn't know what else to say. ]
[ Crowley, you'll positively make him flustered with all that honey. People talk about demons and temptation, but no one talks about the straight up flattery and sweet talking.
If this is a way to avoid talking about certain things, it certainly seems to be working. ]
Oh, you.
[ He clears his throat. ]
It's not that difficult of a job as you put it, my dear. You're quite good company [ Says it in a light, affectionally jokish tone. ]
[ There he goes again, somehow still catching the angel by surprise with very honest, very direct confessions of love. At least, nowadays, they can simply hang in the air, where they both can enjoy. It doesn't stop something within the angel's chest from fluttering, however.
He smiles sweetly, get sup and steps across the table to top up his tea from the kettle. But seems to think again, and stop by the demon instead, hesitating for a moment but then leaning down to press a gentle kiss in his hair. ]
[ He thinks about it some more, then reaches over to gently catch Crowley's chill and tilt his head up, so he can place another gentle kiss, this one on his lips.
Just getting it right, you see. ]
Will you be off somewhere today, dear?
[ That damned smile. Only because Crowley's worked so hard for it. ]
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[ He waves an irritable hand. ]
Thought you'd be happy to know that.
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I am.
I think it's...nice of you.
[ Ah, forbidden words. ]
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[ See? He's not even denying it. ]
I want to scare them, not destroy them.
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[ By how absolutely the energy changes when Crowley's doing his gardening.
Sometimes Aziraphale can hear him from the shop. And so can the errant customer.
He thinks for a moment, like he's deciding on whether or not he should say this. He takes a short breath.]
I was just...wondering. About what you said.
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[ He raises an eyebrow. Aziraphale is going to have to do the work here. He said it, he doesn't think he needs to repeat himself. Hmph! ]
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About... perfection? And expectation?
[ Those blue eyes are staring right at you, Crowley.]
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[ He adds another shot of whiskey to his teacup. ]
Before I fell.
shot number two and it's not even noon
Is that so? [ Not a hint of doubt to him despite his choice in words, just the implied 'do you need to talk about it?'.]
HE'S A DEMON
[ He shrugs. ]
party on, demon guy
Despite all the times Aziraphale's casted on him an image well attributed to demons ever since the original fell, he doesn't quite feel the urge to do so at this time.
One could wonder why.
But one wouldn't wonder for very long, if they tried. ]
I suppose that can't be helped.
[ Which are probably not the right words for right now, but he doesn't know what else to say. ]
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[ He takes a drink, then swirls it around a bit while he thinks. ]
I didn't choose to fall. But I don't regret it, either. Because if I hadn't fallen, would I have even met you? Would I be here right now?
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You do have a point.
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[ He settles back in his chair. ]
How else am I supposed to feel, with the one being in the universe who accepts me for who I am?
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If this is a way to avoid talking about certain things, it certainly seems to be working. ]
Oh, you.
[ He clears his throat. ]
It's not that difficult of a job as you put it, my dear. You're quite good company [ Says it in a light, affectionally jokish tone. ]
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[ He does smile faintly, though. ]
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[ Hey, he's got jokes. ]
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[ You'll never catch him pretending otherwise. ]
Anyway, falling was pretty awful at first, but then I met you. That's all. Not much of a punishment, falling in love.
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He smiles sweetly, get sup and steps across the table to top up his tea from the kettle. But seems to think again, and stop by the demon instead, hesitating for a moment but then leaning down to press a gentle kiss in his hair. ]
I'm quite lucky you kept falling, my dear.
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[ Aziraphale's kisses are always so nice. ]
I'm glad you... reciprocate.
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Just getting it right, you see. ]
Will you be off somewhere today, dear?
[ That damned smile. Only because Crowley's worked so hard for it. ]
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I didn't have anything planned. Why, are you kicking me out? Going to actually open the shop?
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Unless you any other suggestions.
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Angel, I'm here to tempt you, every single day, to keep the shop closed and come back to bed with me.
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Well, it can't quite be helped, can it? With a wile old serpent thwarting my efforts in such a manner.
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damn you, now I need to draw that outfit
do it
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thirst snake thirst snake
V thirsty
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